|Composed for||Uusinta Ensemble/ Time of Music 2019|
|Instrumentation||violin, viola, cello|
The Latin word “nisus” means effort, pressure and strain. With this string trio I try to describe in music, what I think anxiety sounds like. A heavy pressure on you chest which paralyzes you, and your evasive thoughts of all kinds that sometimes lead to shouts of despair. With mental illness just as with other illnesses, you can’t imagine what it is like unless you have experienced it. And even if you have – every person has their own very personal experience. This piece is dedicated to every person suffering of mental illness.
World premiere 7th of July 2019 at Time of music
Performance on the 2nd of August 2019 at Kokonainen Festival